Yesterday's old news.

2012-02-12T02:29:00.000+08:00

i need a good book to read. i miss you.

2012-02-11T00:25:00.002+08:00

I feel that we are drifting apart. Ok, not feel. but we are. youre acting so weird towards me. I tried. But things are just so different now. You seem to have nothing else to say to me. Probably lost interest in me. I don't know what I did wrong. At least tell me. because telling me its due to schoolwork is all excuses. we made it through so many semesters and exams, I dont see how this differ. It's making me so miserable. it hurts to think that you dont care about me anymore. And im not as important as I used to be. I dont want to pick a fight. I just want to know why? Why are you behaving like this? like us doesnt matter to you anymore. You dont call back when I hang up, you dont send sweet msges anymore. You dont come up with names to call me. You said youre tired, you cannot think. But isnt such thing comes from your heart? like its at the tip of your tongue? i waited and waited for your sweet msges everynight hoping it will come. But it didnt. it never came. i missed those times you call me silly names and you send me stories so i can read them, and those sweet msges that made my night. but i guess now all i can do is to reread all of them one by one. What happen to you? what happen to us?

2012-02-06T01:54:00.002+08:00

Dearest Alexis, my boyfriend and my bestfriend.

I know I am not perfect. I do things that made you mad many times and I am glad that you stood by me everytime. Going through all these shit that you didnt sign up for. We went through so many ups and downs, and no kidding, our relationship was hell of a rollercoaster ride. But being with you, was the best thing that happened to me last year. If time were to go back, I will still ask you the same question. I remember clearly what happened when we got together. I was busy with my assignment and we both got mad. I remember our first date at Bishan, and after our date you messaged me if we were going too fast. Silly boy of mine. Time flies when I'm with you. You make my world go round and round, like a disco ball. Everytime you kiss me, there's this tingling feeling that rushes through my whole body. I know sometimes I am unreasonable, hot-tempered, okay maybe not sometimes, most of the time. I truly am sorry, and I will change. I promise you that. I love you so much, it consumes me. I feel so helpless when you're sick at home yet I can't do anything about it. All I can do is to try and make you feel better through wapp. We have been through so much together, and I want you to know I will never leave you. No matter what. You make me so happy, so happy that I didnt know such happiness existed. I know at times i put you in such a difficult position, yet you still stuck by me. All these things you do make me realise how much of a fool I have been. Right there, standing infront of me, is a guy that loves me, yet all these while all i do is cause him hurt. I am madly in love with you and I will never stop loving you, never will. Everyday, I love you more and more. If it's even possible, everytime I see you, it feels like I'm falling in love all over again. Alexis Gian, I want you to know, I, Calista Goh, am crazy in love with you. You will never lose me, nothing you do will stop me from loving you. Nothing. Nothing else matters, only you. You say I am your sunshine, but in fact, you are my sunshine. You bring me everything. You bring me smiles, you bring me joy. And when I am sad you bring me laughter and strength to carry on the rest of my day. You bring me warmth and I know that I can always count on you to be there for me. And now, the only tears that I will shed are tears of joy, nothing else. I love you Alexis Gian. Always have, always will.

2012-01-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

dota. the guys. dota.
where's calista?

2012-01-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

Never first nor important. Always the second option. Have a happy 11th, playing dota.

2011-12-22T03:43:00.002+08:00

They say falling in love is easy but staying in love is harder. Well, I wish you love me more. Show me that you love me. because words are just words. I feel like im just another person to you. Not even close to someone special. I do not just write on your wall for the sake of writing things there. I write to show how madly in love i am with you, and im not afraid of telling people that. But i guess, im never good enough for you. Im just me - another girl you know out of the many you do. Never the special one. Never the one you point and say, "that's my girl." All my wishful thinking. Maybe its time for me to stop watching fairytales because fairytales do not exist. Romance novels too. this kind of love doesnt happen to real people, or maybe, just me. Im just a girl looking for your love, nothing more. Just your love.

2011-12-21T03:37:00.002+08:00

Times like this, i wish you were here with me. so that i wouldnt have to go through it alone.

2011-11-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

my heart aches, and the tears come falling down. you wouldn't know.

2011-11-06T03:07:00.002+08:00

Some night i stay up to wonder who she is. She must be very pretty because she caught your attention. Call me silly, but i envy her. She was your first love, your first crush. And i'm nothing like that. Im never gonna be that. She will always have this special place in your heart. A place i can never have. I remember that night, i talk to you about her. You went silent, and things changed. and thats when i know, she still meant something to you. I dont know what happened between you and her, but if things were fine i guess i wont have this fairytale of my own. When we go out, sometimes i feel like you dont want to be seen with me. Sometimes, you look like you have alot of things going through your head, and you dont look happy. And then i wonder again, am i that of a burden? Am i making you unhappy? Am i the problem? Im lucky to have you, but who am i kidding. She's luckier. She's the luckiest girl, cause you loved her first.

2011-09-05T01:28:00.001+08:00

Day 1:
I miss my boy. Crying myself to sleep tnight. 41 more days.

2011-08-04T01:33:00.003+08:00

i dont need shit from you after a long stressful day in school, especially after my projects. you said i treat you like crap, seriously? just for once, i made you travel, to meet me and buy me food, is it that hard for you? if it is so, then maybe you're not ready for me.

2011-06-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

It's been a really really messed up week. Seven days of torture, seven days of bitter. la la la. whatever. la la la. it doesnt matter. la la la oh well la la la.
ITS ALL OVER. (Y) yes! the stressful week is finally over. like finally. happy bunny hops around. mmr is a killer, basically took up most of my time. staying back in school till the school closes and the security guard chase us out and we had to do it at the taxi stand. champion already. after mmr, came fw and cb. cb is really very cb lo. the qtns are like really? that's what youre testing me? like all the shitload of information i rmb is basically useless in the paper, and i was so desperate i came up w my own answers to self image. (Y) anyway, done w my web banners also. was actually kinda proud of myself, but then again, cannot have high hopes cause there's so many nice ones out there. oh wellz, and stayed over at fatbro 21st bday chalet. Watched xmen today too. really awesome. really. ok, gotta sleep. training tomrw.

2011-05-14T01:41:00.003+08:00

its been a while. ive been either catching up on my sleep or my doing my tutorials or projects. lately ive been skipping tutorials and lectures, and it sure sucks when ive lots to catch up on. But gd news is Monday is coming. 16 may. ^^ And ive got early presents from mommy and fat brother. <3 love my family.

2011-04-16T03:57:00.002+08:00

Yet again i question myself, do i really need this right now?

2011-03-24T03:52:00.002+08:00

Ive met someone so wonderful and so perfect. Someone who can makes me laugh and at time makes me feel like strangling him.

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Thank you, for being part of my life. ily.

2011-03-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

its true what they say. it starts off sweet but when the days pass by it turns sour. everything just topple no matter how hard you tried to keep it together. no matter how much you try, it's never enough. im done trying. im done trying to change myself. im not that important as i used to, or was i even important to you? i tell myself, no matter how tired i am i make time for you. guess, this time im really tired. im tired of everything. you want me, you have to fight for me this time cause im done fighthing for you.

2011-03-13T04:05:00.001+08:00

Speechless. After everything i do, and you tell me this? Off to bed.

2011-03-07T09:20:00.002+08:00

am so tired, but all i can think about is whats happening to us? you act like theres no us, just you and me. just gonna wait for you to make your move now. prove it. cause im getting this feeling that im not that important anymore. im tired. off to bed. works @ 5.

2011-03-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Im not the best. but at least i try.

2011-02-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

im tired. but, i stil have lots more of ipra to study.

2011-02-26T02:06:00.002+08:00

I was never good at this. I'm just afraid, one day, you might just stop loving me, and the whole us was just a dream.
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2011-02-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

Supz. haven been updating this space for awhile. finally done w all my assignments and im left w 2papers and im free like a bird for 6weeks. fly~ econs is being a bitch really. i dont get topic 8 and whatvr monies means. :( cries. and i have started on ipra. ohgosh.

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food > me, again! Faster?

2011-02-14T23:25:00.003+08:00

Over at desi's doing projects on valentine's day. 18th time. i can foresee my future as a nun.

2011-02-13T23:29:00.003+08:00

Why is it that everytime i go home there isnt any peace? Its either home alone or war between one another. Im tired of home drama till i dread going back home. What is wrong with everybody? F.

2011-02-12T17:15:00.000+08:00

Just when i thought my day could not get any worser than in the morning, im home alone and sick and eating cup porridge, the only meal i had since i woke up. Pathetic much. I want proper porridge, not some artificial ones that taste like crap.

2011-02-12T07:19:00.003+08:00

great. now my stomach's churning and i smell of vomit. guess vicks and strepsil doesnt go very well together. fml. how worse can my day get? last thing i want is to faint during filming. wish me luck! off to film :>

2011-02-12T06:38:00.001+08:00

sleepy but i cant sleep. might as well kill me. how am i gna survive filming at 9am later when i barely have 2hours of sleep.

2011-02-12T05:11:00.002+08:00

Argh. my nose and my throat is killing me. :< woke me up from my sleep. it's 5am. dude, i want my sleeeppppp. im annoyed. very. i cant talk properly without feeling pain. fml.

2011-02-11T23:37:00.003+08:00

I hate walking home at night and there's a group of construction workers looking at me. Very nice to look is it? I swear, if i wasnt sick and feeling so weak now, i will go straight up to your face and say that.

2011-02-11T03:19:00.002+08:00

The reason i said no to him was because i thought of you. Guess it doesnt occur to you that i wanted you to try? I should give up. Cause acting like it doesnt matter is tiring. Ive no idea how long i can keep this up. This whole thing is a big mess. If i was brave enough to start, then i will be brave enough to end it. All i wanted was to feel loved again, not another heartache, and sleepless night.

2011-02-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

Supz. Am done w ivp. omgzzz. wave hands in the air. :> even thou i think i wrote 560words of crap, im glad it's over. im left with newswriting for the week. vpdp and ideas next week. then econs and ipra papers the following week. then helllozzz weellozzzz holidayzzz! Peace out homies.

2011-02-07T02:58:00.001+08:00

Supz. Am gonna head to bed now, not prepared fo ppt ltr. Monday blues. they should make the CNY break maybe, just a little longer? perfect. filming tomorrow! peace out homies.

2011-02-05T21:41:00.002+08:00

Supz. why cant cny break be longer? i dont want next week to come. am not prepared fo monday's presentation and definitely am not prepared for wed thesis essay and friday's newswriting is still blank. i want a longer break. i need it, badly. peace out homies. :>

2011-02-04T04:01:00.002+08:00

Supz. Happy chinese new year bunnnies!!!! had reunion dinner at gran's and went over again to bai nian and had yushen. pretty dresses :> ive a great time. love my cousins. photos are up on fb. Peace out homies.

2011-02-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

Cant wait for cny, to dress up pretty pretty. dont judge me. im a girl :>

2011-01-30T23:18:00.001+08:00

No more tears tonight. I'm only worth this much.

2011-01-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

God, when i told you i wanted someone, someone who will care and love me, i didn't sign up for this. And if this is what i get, then im content with loneliness. No one else, but me.

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it was a mistake. my mistake.

2011-01-29T00:35:00.002+08:00

Supz. the wind raped me. and ive the best lunch at swesen after so many projs and assignment. :> shopping was great. got myself dresses. broke my sandal in the morn, a great excuse to get a new pair. :> eyeing the one at cotton on. and soon everyone wil have the same pair. damnz. oh wellz. and i so need to work. my bank balance is currently 44bucks. and ive a debt of 250bucks. great. peace out homies.

2011-01-28T00:04:00.002+08:00

400th. Sup. currently doing GA 3, which is killing me. 500 words. omg. and ive summary lead to write, and 1000 word thesis paper. killllll me nowwww. but on the other hand, am gna enjoy tomrw w swesennnnnnn :> Alright, peace out homies!

2011-01-26T02:31:00.002+08:00

Sup. Am gna be doing ivp presentation laterrrrrrrrr! Pls dont screw up nw! Gdluck :> Peace out homies.

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Girl's top lies = It's ok.

2011-01-23T03:08:00.002+08:00

Supz. just gotten home after an afternoon to evening of pineapple tarts making. :> im so tired. but i hafta do ivp. shit. i had my share of fun, nw im back to working on my slides. no choice. at least ive a box of pineapple tarts fr company :> I CANT WAIT FOR CNY!!! peace out homiessss.

2011-01-21T21:43:00.002+08:00

Supz. finally done w econs paper. 50% more to go and bye mofo econs. and to add on, it's the weeekenddddddd!!!! :> happy bunny. cant wait for cny! and the awesome 6weeks break! oh welllz. peace out homies.

2011-01-20T00:18:00.002+08:00

Dear Econs,

I'm terribly sorry but we do not belong together. This is not easy for me at all, honestly. When we are together, you bring me misery. You give me sleepless nights just having to think about seeing you almost everyday. You turn my world upside down. And now, hopefully we will be incredibly far away.

Love, Me.

2011-01-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

Supz yawwwwwwww. this week been busy. late nights early morn. my body is screwed. i just want to sleep and not care about having to wake up to do assignments. but, fat hope. i wish. anywayz, econs on friday. nt looking frward to it. k. im gna try to attempt to study so peace out homies.

2011-01-18T01:55:00.002+08:00

Supz pee-ppoolllll. cool like that yawww. anywayz, its Monday, yes blues. been in school the whole day eversince 8am til 10pm when the hangout closes. ve been very stress w all the proj and test coming up. im so tired. :< peace out homies.

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yknw sometimes when life sucks, think about the past. think about all the sacrifices you made to come this far, and everything will be ok. No, nothing will be ok. it will never be.

2011-01-16T20:44:00.001+08:00

Supz. its already sunday. can feel the monday blues coming in. :< why is monday blues anyway. k shuddup. im very bored. peace out homies.

2011-01-16T01:46:00.002+08:00

Supz. yknw what? after seeing my friend turn 180degree frm a chubby fishball cheek kid to a hot thin toned girl, i so wna head to the gym or do some yoga. quit eating meat and start eating veg. and hopefully, i will turn out like that. seriously, im super unhealthy. you cant imagine the amount of calories i tk in everyday and the last time i ever run was 2.4km, 2 freaking years ago. and i failed. great. awesome. shld start doing yoga soon. when ive time. 2011 resolution. peace out homies.

2011-01-15T01:41:00.003+08:00

Supzzzzzzz. met the guys after so longggg! i stil want to catch season of the witch. anyone? anyway i just bcame alot coooler w isms on my retardly lousy eat-shit-and-die nokia e72. so i guess i dont wna change my phone anymore. :> Hee. and im tired already. shall slp now. and do proj tomrw or study econs? oh wellz. see the mood. luvz. peace out homies.

2011-01-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

Sup yawwwwww. everyday i get more and more tired. it's like as thou i dont have enough sleep. :< am so nt ready fr school. i want my holidays. i need to work. im poor like shit now. argh. k. peace out homies.

2011-01-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

Supz. seriously, ivp is one big mindfuxk module. :< its so annoying when i get confuse w my own issue and thesis. arghz. anyway, b+ fr newswriting. am nt looking frward to ca2 on monday. and gave econs tutorial a miss tday. didnt do his work anyways and he was talking about diamonds?! like omgz. lucky didnt go and waste my time there. copied my econs lecture 5 and 6 like finallllly. and 7's a bitch. hafta stop skipping lecture!! attendance like sai already. :< alrightz, class @ 10! so peace out homies.

2011-01-13T00:21:00.002+08:00

Supz yaww. been long since i ever went home straight after class. @ 1pm. great. :> even thou was caught in the rain back home, it was worth it. ate and fell asleep and am gna continue beautifying ppt slides fr ivp presentation next NEXT wed! YAY! am gna hafta do econs tutorial tomrw. eat shit and die manz. shitterz! geez. i so need to fill in those blanks in my notes. alright, back to slides. peace out homies.

2011-01-12T00:50:00.003+08:00

Sup yawwwwwwww. im cooler now. thanks to the jacket. anyways, finally submitted vp ca2, but ca3 is in a month time. need to do filming again :< annoying. and its 40%. great. fr a client. awesome. :< anyway, IDEAS presentation tomrw. just wna get over and done w. and i need to catch up on econs. have been skipping lectures back to back and my lecture notes have so much blankssss!! :< k. hafta do ivp soon. 8am class tomrw. peace out homiez.

2011-01-11T01:08:00.002+08:00

Supz my homies. Monday blues times 10. i dont want this week to end cause next week will eat-shit-and-die week. :< gna hand in vp tomrw, finallllly! all the hardwork and time wasted. wed's IDEA and ve done nth. at all. great. i need my weekend break to catch up w everything. esp ECONS. major killer. not another B pls. i need my As for this. im counting on that to maintain my gpa. alright, peace out yawwwwww.

2011-01-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

Sup. ive a pimple growing on my cheek :< so annoying. and im still stuck at ga2. its so hardddddd. i stil have 5more paragraphs to write and it's already 11. class at 8am. great. > 8hrs of slp. Monday blues. peace out homies.

2011-01-08T23:48:00.001+08:00

Sup. its saturday! managed to catch up on my sleep and started on my ga2 for newswriting. but im stil stuck, am clueless hw to even start on it. :< help! peace out homies.

2011-01-07T20:32:00.003+08:00

Sup. it's friday. weekends just tomrw! awesome. pretty much done w vp, and now hafta do IDEAS. :< get it over and done w. seriously, im looking frward to IDEAS ca3 nw. although i dread formal wear, but its gna be awesome. rly. peace out homies.

2011-01-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

Sup. 382th. cant wait for my weekends! alright, basically my first week been pretty busy w assignments. :< deadlines are round the corner. and i cant wait fr my holidays already.since mon, have been going to school as early as 8am, even if classes starts at 12pm and going home late. rushing fr assignment :< jan's gna be a tough month. 11th - vpdp ca2, 12th - IDEAS ca2, 17th - news writing ca2, 19th - ivp discussion cafe, 21st - econs ca2. cant wait fr feb now. and jan's a bad month, ive been getting sick too often. not good. not now. pls. got to keep up the drive to do well in every module and soon am gna be year 2 :> and i seriously, need to go out. im either in school or at home. alrightz, peace out homies.

2011-01-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

Monday blues. class @8am. vpdp. im screwed. :<

2011-01-01T04:26:00.001+08:00

Sup. 380th. Happy new year. 2011's gna be a blast. it's gna be better. definitely. peace out homies.

2010-12-30T03:20:00.002+08:00

Sup. hafta do IDEAS ltr. spoil my holiday. stupid shithead nutcrack. Oh wellllllzzzzz. :< its gna be the new year! 2011, pls be bter. rly. Peace out homies.

2010-12-28T05:09:00.003+08:00

yeap. im watching boys over flowers. slow. but yea yea whatver. gotta admit, goo joon pyo's damn sweet. i also want to have a guy that tells me, dont drink when im not around. and tk cares of me. k fat hope. eat shit and die. moving on to ep 4 tomrw. am gna head to bed nowz. peace out homies.

2010-12-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

Shld i close this down?

2010-12-27T02:31:00.002+08:00

Sup. 4zombies died. stupid. needa plant blue zombs nw. 4hrs. argh. last week of hols already. :< not happy. peace out homies.

2010-12-26T01:07:00.002+08:00

im hving a terrible headache + fever due to the act-cute-rain-for-5-mins-then-stop-then-rain-again times 5 weather. :< what a christmas.

2010-12-25T03:34:00.002+08:00

i think im the world most gey kiang act smart person ever. i just pluck out the side of the nail thingy and it hurts now like mofo. :< is red and feels warm now. (Y) best christmas present i ever gave myself. (Y)

2010-12-25T03:16:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas! :>

2010-12-24T01:16:00.002+08:00

Sup. Been playing unblock me inbetween the 2hr invading break. 38mins to the next invade. K. my zombie farm nerd. :> cool like that. peace out. christmas eve people!

2010-12-23T03:00:00.001+08:00

Sup. been playing zombie farm since i woke up. invading every 2hrs. no life. i knw. i suck. oh wellz. at least it kills time. invading in another 1hr 6mins. peace out homiez.

2010-12-22T02:53:00.001+08:00

I JUST SCREAM. STUPID COCKROACH. NW HW AM I GNA SLP TNIGHT?

2010-12-22T01:46:00.000+08:00

Sup. bck frm aunt's hse. it's real nice catching up w all the cousins :> luvz the food (Y) and pictionary. gives all the weird answers as usual. watched despicable me and christmas carols. have icecream late at night. :> caught tron jst nw and manage to catch the last train home :> how lucky. manage to run from the cinema down to the station. and it's been months since i went to j8. peace out homies.

2010-12-20T02:12:00.003+08:00

Sup. cant wait fr cousin gathering laterrrrrr. all 13. after so longgg! :> and our early christmas clbration. nth beats playing pictionary w them. luvzzzzzzz! am gna slp and head over to aunt's place ltr! hopefully, i dont get lost. fingers crossed! so peace out homies.

2010-12-19T03:27:00.001+08:00

eh cannot slp eh. hw. die. 3.27am. stone on the chair.

2010-12-19T01:14:00.001+08:00

Sup. decide to be a gd girl and help mommy w stall at ecp. yes and fed the mosquitoes there at the same time. gna be armour w long pants tomrw. no kidding. :<> and ive super big craving fr dessert at bakerzin. anyone? peace out homies.

2010-12-16T15:59:00.001+08:00

Sup. am in school since 945am. yes, slpt on the round chair at hangout. best. no ones at sp. the whole hangout to ourselves. cant wait to go home. and slp. am so tired. have been going to school everyday since the hols started. :< cries. peace out homies.

2010-12-15T23:20:00.001+08:00

Sup. it is freezing right nw. caught in the rain w my boompole while walking back home. ran fr shelter like an idiot. thanks. anyway, filming tday suck. rly. nw we hafta film on fri and sat also. :< nt gd. 1st week of holiday gone. argh. :< peace out homies. im hungryz.

2010-12-15T01:59:00.001+08:00

Sup. Im bored. Filming ltr. Skaterboizzzzz. pls. be gd. Peace out homies

2010-12-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

Sup. my dog just bark in her slp. (Y) and yes, ive finished reading percy jackson and the lightning thief. am gna carry on w the nxt one. :> filming tomrw. suck. wish me luck. peace out homies.

2010-12-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

Im sorry Dad.

2010-12-13T19:21:00.001+08:00

I want a guy best friend who gets mistaken as my boyfriend. A guy best friend is everything you need. Another boy who makes your life complete. A boy who I can run to when my girl BFFs aren't around. He'll kick my future boyfriend's ass when he makes me cry. He'll make me laugh when I am crying. He is immediately my date on special occasions when you're single. Idk why. But i really need a guy best friend. A real guy best friend.

2010-12-12T03:39:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow wil be a better day. Im content w loneliness.

2010-12-11T15:55:00.002+08:00

Ytd, i lost my bestf. the one i actually truly cared about. I lost myself.

2010-12-08T18:03:00.002+08:00

Sup. 2 more days to holidayyyyyyyyyyy! wo xi huan. cant wait. peace out homies.

2010-12-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

Sup. Econs is a killer. mothafuckaz bitch big time. rly. but now, jst keep my fingers cross! and nw hve to do vpdp ca2 already. filming starts on friday. omg. and there's IDEA. totally fget about it. and theres vpdp coursework shit paper on thursday. great. all the lighting and sound shit. (Y) alright. peace out homies. 8am ivp class tomrw. :<

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All I want fr Christmas, is you. Possible?

2010-12-05T02:05:00.002+08:00

i cant talk to you like how i used to. i need to keep my distant. cause everyday i find myself falling for you even more. sorry.

2010-12-04T02:57:00.001+08:00

tnight, will be a quiet night. where i sleep alone. tke me away. pls.

2010-12-04T01:17:00.002+08:00

I don't like being home alone. cause it's when my emotion starts taking over me. and i start crying. i miss my dad. i miss my grandpa. alot. and i cant tke it. i thought by puting a strong front means i wil be able to get over it. but no. the truth is that im still a kid that misses her dad and grandpa. i need a hug nw. badly. but there's no one. cause no one knows. no one cares.

2010-12-03T23:54:00.002+08:00

and i cried and cried. but you will never knw.

2010-12-02T01:38:00.003+08:00

sup. back. fri no school (Y) awesome much. k. slp. i jst came to post that friday no school fr me. peace out homies.

2010-12-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

Sup. tomrw's news writing paper. ive nothing to blog now. try again later. peace out homies.

2010-12-01T01:56:00.002+08:00

Sup. IM BORED. RLY. KILL ME. RLY. PEACE OUT HOMIES

2010-11-30T23:22:00.002+08:00

Sup. i realise econs paper is next tues. die. rly. i knw nuts about econs. ): cries. i wna get my As fr it. big joke. anyway, ive work tomrw. and thurs ive a paper on news writing. am so dead. hve no idea what is going on during news writing! whats wrong w me this sem?! im either asleep in lecture or stoning in class. gta start studying and flood my brain w some news writing and hopefully econs during the weekends. needa rush w ipra assignment. ): peace out homies.

2010-11-30T00:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, all I really want to do is sit beside you. I want to watch cheesy and crappy movies with you, and we will laugh at them together. I want to plan things with you, things we'll never do. But for some reason, just planning them with you is fine with me. I want to talk to you about everything and anything. I want to goof around with you and make jokes that aren't funny but we'll laugh nonetheless. But, I don't want to ask too much from you. I don't want to ruin all the fun you're having. So, I'll just leave now. I'll go away so you can enjoy yourself.

2010-11-29T19:29:00.002+08:00

Sup. last week of work. finally. and im very very hungry now. :< hungry bear. ive cravings fr reeze peanut butter chocolate. any kind souls? and i feel like eating mango pudding. :< shall go food hunting soon! oh well. need to stock up on chocolates. sweet tooth. bfore my dental appointment. :< i cannot imagine swollen face during christmas. alrightz, peace out homies.

2010-11-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

Sup. tomrw is monday again. week 7. monday blues. anyway ive gten my itouch 4 bby. :> happybunny. am gna jailbreak it tomrw. let the master do it. oh well. class at 8am. awesome. gna slp now. peace out homies.

2010-11-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

and so today rly isnt my day. first, i vomited on the bus. and not even a single soul came to ask if i was alright or not. singaporeans. typical. then i got rly bad cramps and almost died on the bus. and again no one came to ask me. and there's the annoying singaporean can still come comment on my vomit, "eee, why so sour one?" awesome. (Y) if i wasnt so weak, i wil make sure your face is in the pool of vomit. rly. and during work, i got a papercut. so deep, it wouldnt stop bleeding. best. rly. today rly isnt my day. jst my luck. peace out homies. am gna get my itouch tomrw :> something to perk me up!

2010-11-25T18:45:00.002+08:00

Sup. it's week 6! finally done w all my presentation. and im left w newswriting on week 7 and ipra and econs on week 8 and i can helllllllo 3weeks break! :> and i need to get rid of my eyebags ); it's rly horrrrible. like as if i haven slpt fr ages! slutty eyebags. k. peace out homies.

2010-11-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

They say that a guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He’ll brush the hair out of your eyes, and send you flowers when you least expect it. He’ll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it. He’ll call to say goodnight or just cause he is missing you. He’ll look in your eyes and tell you, you’re the most beautiful girl in the world, and for the first time in your life, you’ll believe it. i realise, it was only just a dream.

2010-11-22T18:46:00.002+08:00

Sup. finallly done w vp presentation. pray hope i get gd grades! slpt in lecture again ); nt gd. and im home alone now. awesome. w a growling stomach. shall jst starve myself. peace out homies.

2010-11-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

Sup. im done w drawing and colouring. finally. honestly, i h8 colouring so it's a lil screwed up. oh well. (; on w the slides and im done. awesome. peace out homies.

2010-11-21T14:37:00.003+08:00

sup. im up early. i guess? hafta rush rush rush my storyboarding. last frame last frame! Awesome. shall upload it ltr when im done w it. my hardwork fr the last idk hw many days of endless night. peace out homies. will be back.